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Thursday, May 10, 2012
you probably will never see this. but oh well
you know, sometimes its not that people dont care, but they dont dare to ask..
in my case its coz i feel like i disturb you, like i annoy you. who knows, it might be true.
but i do care. sometimes i just dont dare to show it.
you're like the bestest brother i've ever had..
just that coz of our age difference, sometimes i just dont know how to talk to you about some stuff coz i feel immature and naive and stupid...
i do miss you when i dont see you on sundays, or anything. but how am i supposed to say it :/
haizzz.
just know that people care k?
i pray to God that He will comfort you..
and He is with you. He'll forever be with you even if others leave you.
so yeah.
the writer @ 10:46 PM | comment link here
Monday, May 7, 2012
short, informal will
if i die, my guitar goes to rachel ngu wen-yi.
my electric and all the equipment goes to my band to do whatever they want with it (give impact or whatever)
:)
the writer @ 10:26 PM | comment link here
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Emptiness
I feel so desperate. For what? I'm not sure. Someone to hug, someone to share my life with, someone to accompany me and understand me.
It feels like there's a huge black hole in me, consuming my heart, my thoughts, my mind. Pulling me under.
Desperation.
the writer @ 10:55 PM | comment link here
Confused feelings.
Like the title states. I'm confused. I don't know myself. I can't figure out what is wrong with me. Or I can. I just don't know what to do about it. Seriously.
:(
the writer @ 9:48 PM | comment link here
Friday, April 13, 2012
Tired?? Dried out?? Or just lazy..
I have been trying to train for Sports Day (for only two days now) with my new contact lenses. But I realized that I'm really out of shape. What am I going to do :/ Frustrated feelings. I have so much to do.
the writer @ 10:17 PM | comment link here
Monday, April 9, 2012
Dying off?
When I decide to start blogging, I realized that most people have already stopped. Are blogs losing to Facebook? Or have they already lost?
the writer @ 10:30 PM | comment link here
Monday, April 2, 2012
Dead blog?
dead? nah. just dormant.
i wonder why i'm blogging when i should be doing other things. outlet of emotions?
I'm form 5 this year already, and its already april. four months left to trials. one month left to mid year exams. should i be more serious about my studies? yes. but how?
it's just so tough for me. i don't like...
the writer @ 11:17 PM | comment link here
Thursday, January 26, 2012
i have never cried openly in front of you before. but this time i really dont give a crap.
you cant fetch me coz your uncle died, you nidda go back, i und.
if it stops there, i'm fne with it,
but you have to lecture me about Impact and all that, seriously?? you;re always blaming impact as a whole!
whats your prob??! no wonder i grew up learning how to put the blame on others! you know, when i grow up, i dont want to be lik the two of you. you have never been on the list.
i have so much to say but its not worht my time.
USE YOUR CAR WOMAN OR WHEN I GET MY DRIVING LICENSE YOU'LL WISH YOU HAD USED IT MORE
the writer @ 10:48 PM | comment link here
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Sometimes it’s just so frustrating… I feel like I cant do anything right.. Even the filming, I feel like I keep ordering ppl around :S Sometimes, I really hate myself and wish I were different from who I am today. But it’s no use. The only thing I can do is CHANGE. But it’s so hard. I ask God sometimes. Why wasn’t I made to be more talented and naturally smart?? Then I wouldn’t find so many things difficult. There are so many things I want. I want to be better in music. I wanna be better in sports and studies. GAH. But I suck. I’m like a half made person. i even have split personalities. I’m like a jack of all trades, master of none. I don’t know if I can trust God to help me in my future. Thinking logically, there’s nothing I can do. I’m not like those people who know what they want. I know what I want, actually, I just don’t know how to achieve it or don’t have the ability. Sometimes I really really feel like swearing. Then I scold myself for self-pity. Then I feel even worse. Haiz. I noe there are any people who don’t even get to learn guitar or whatever, but still…. It’s just another of those days where I think too much and wanna bang my brains out. Thinking too much is NOT GOOD. But I keep doing it anyways. *slap slap* grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
the writer @ 9:57 PM | comment link here
Sunday, August 7, 2011
FB PROB
i am using my blog because my fb has prob :( haizz... recently, i've suddenly realized that everyone is becoming too reliant on fb. not recently la, but a long time ago, i've just never really thought about it. fb does play a big part in our lives. you use it to contact people, arrange events (and it's a whole lot easier to invite people to events too!), discuss stuff, share stuff... so now when sth is wrong with my fb, i feel limited, even incapacitated. which is too much.
BORED. i sound so old.
the writer @ 9:47 PM | comment link here
Sunday, July 31, 2011
woo!!! i finally not too lazy to update my blog :) but i dunno what to talk about actually :/
the writer @ 10:41 PM | comment link here
Saturday, July 2, 2011
hahahahahahahaha i'm back :D because i read sarah's blog lol XP i bet no one even comes here noww... but still... recently very stress :) carnival, homework, mychallenge, and a certain someone. haizzz :(
the writer @ 11:02 PM | comment link here
Monday, May 16, 2011
so long din blog here d... :) exams, and i should probably study more GAH that's what i always say XS wonder why recently i seem to think more. haiz
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Sunday, April 24, 2011
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Wednesday, April 6, 2011
lol lazy use this blog d XP
the writer @ 9:28 PM | comment link here
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
It was all about finding the perfect amount of water so that the can could stand on the edge of its rim. Once the correct amount was poured in, the can balanced perfectly. they discovered that even though two cans had the same volume, one needed 100 ml to balance while the other needed 150 ml to balance. In life, it's all about balance. For students, it's balancing their studies, co-curriculum activities, free time, internet time, sports and all sorts of other stuff. For the young adults, it's balancing their time between work and leisure hours. For the married ones, it's again a difficult balance between work, family and alone time with spouses. For CHRISTIANS, we give our time to God. How well you can balance your life depends on how many things you have to do and can do. For some people, they can balance their life even when they're very busy. Others can't. So it all depends on how much "water" you can have in your "can".
i just gave myself a lecture XS lol XP pray thst i will be able to balance lol XP congratz to all those who can balance their cans :) for all those who can't yet, all the best!! dont give up!!! we're all learning together!! Amen :D
the writer @ 10:28 PM | comment link here
Friday, March 18, 2011
why cant you just let me go :( i miss my primary school friends also you noe.... and then you ignore me liddat. at least give a valid reason!
the writer @ 11:13 PM | comment link here
Thursday, March 17, 2011
bla bla bla :D so boredd XS dead blog :D
the writer @ 9:15 PM | comment link here
Sunday, March 13, 2011
boooooooooooooooooyahhhhhhh
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Wednesday, March 9, 2011
EPIC FAIL. man, today was BAD. or rather, i was bad today. haiz. Failed. screwed up. embarrassed myself. and my tortoise died. *toot*
the writer @ 9:17 PM | comment link here
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